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I shouldn't be up, I should be getting some sleep before hitting the road in a little over an hour.  However, there's so much I want to get done on the computer before I go.  So here I am. 

I'm still not sure if I'm seeing HP:CS in Anaheim, Phoenix, or Tucson this Friday.  We'll see.  It seems that both my gaming group and PFF have bailed on TusCon, so I'll have to wander around bravely down there and make new friends.  That could be fun. 

Boy, Thursday night I was up twenty hours and slept only three and one half hours.  That was bad.  I was so altered by my lack of sleep I was saying things I wouldn't have normally.  That led to some interesting results.  Including forcing me to make some realizations about myself and my emotions. 

One of my character flaws is that I desire self-control at all times.  I don't like to be out of control of myself.  Ever.  That's why I won't do any sort of drugs, including tobacco and alcohol.  That's why I won't gamble.  That's why I sometimes fail to follow God's plan for me.  That's why sometimes I deny my emotions.  After all, when I give them free reign, I am basically letting go of some of my control. 

It's all alot to pray about.  Thankfully, I'll be on vacation the next week.  That should give me a chance to be away from my routine and reflect.  And hope that I hear and follow whatever God has planned for me.