Month: July 2006

  • Our God Is An Awesome God

    The Chosen One, is this what was promised?


    Saturday, Kitty had us watch Gamers, an interesting movie that was obviously only fit for direct to video.


    Sunday, I attended services at Church for the Nations, at JC's request. Tonight's power outage during the thunderstorm wiped out my cftn review. I'm not going to rewrite it all right now. I need to spend that time on HLA3.


    Father Milt's homily was right on, comparing the chance to rest and renourish in mass to that of the Apostles when crossing the lake. Mass is the one place where I don't have to be "on", whether for my cat at home, coworkers and customers at work, or family and friends when out-and-about. Mass is a place where my concentration on prayer is rarely divided by outside sources. Mass is one of two places where I feel comfortable enough that I can fall asleep even when I'm well rested. The other place is when I'm a passenger in a moving vehicle. What?! Yes, I can fall asleep during mass, even during an amazing homily, because of how much of refuge it is from the work-a-day world. There have been times where I have fought the oncoming sleep to the best of my ability, and others when it snuck up on me, only to have me notice as I woke up. They always end up being micro-sleeps, unless I actually come to a mass unrested. Amazingly, Father Milt discussed such rest in his homily, exactly as I have experienced it since childhood. It's not something I've discussed with others, yet he descibed my exact experiences. So I suspect that he has encountered it in multiple parishoners during his years in the priesthood.


    After mass, one of my fellow parishoners noticed my limp and asked me a few questions about it. He suggested that the sheath housing my tendons ripped and was ripped again and again before fully healing. He discussed how such a rip occurs, what causes it to heal so slowly, how such slow healing lends itself to retearing before completely healing, and what to do to speed up the healing. He had learned of this from his sports doctor, from his days as an athelete. Just as Father Milt's homily fit me exactly, so too did this conversation fit my injury. I caused the injury just as he described. I'd feel better and worse just as he described, and he made it all make sense to me for the first time. So, of course as soon as I got home I began preparing the treatment he suggested. How can anyone doubt the movement of the Holy Spirit through His Church after two such synchonistic occurrances within an hour of each other?


    Well, it's only a few days left until I'll be running Shadowfist demonstrations and co-running Hogwarts Live Action: The Centaur of Hogsmeade. I have lots of work to do before Thursday morning. See y'all on the flip side (unless I see some of you there).


    Thanks to Kitty for the quiz:








    You Have a Melancholic Temperament

    Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
    You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
    You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

    Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
    You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
    Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

    At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
    You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
    You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.







    "Respect: Appreciating everyone's uniqueness makes the world a brighter place." ~ Motivations: Inspired Visions Planner for 2005

  • Waiting on File Transfer, I Might as Well Blog



    Saturday Mike showed me The Batman versus Dracula.  It wasn't bad.  (Very minor spoilers are in my review.) 


    Yesterday I was surprised to show up for mass and see the second lector's name removed by whiteout.  If someone knew that early, why not give me a call?  I mean, we prepare both readings anyway, just in case, but it'd be the polite thing to do.  Oh well.  I rolled with it, and mass went quite well.  At five 'til the church was emptier than Superbowl Sunday, but by the time of the first reading the pews were more full than most summer Sundays.  They had a hard time getting enough EMs because of that as well.  Father Milt's homily dealt with our call to discipleship, which fit right in with our second collection for Black and Native American Missions and today's blood drive.


    Speaking of today's blood drive, we might have surpassed a parish record for donations.  Usually fewer people show up to donate and they turn away more people than they did today.  We had a slight complication during the second return of my double red donation, but the technician was able to move the needle to quit returning my red blood cell free blood into my arm outside of the vein.   I guess I might get a bruise, but it would have been worse if I hadn't spoken up and let it continue. 


    Thanks to Kitty for the quiz:







    You Are A Maple Tree

    There's not anyone in this world quite like you.
    You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality.
    Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences.
    You have a good memory and learn easily.
    You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love).






     

    "Flexibility: A readinessto ride the waves of change carries us farther." ~ Motivations: Inspired Visions Planner for 2005

  • Motor Oil Is Not Fit for Consumption

    Check out Zombie Arcade, a cool what-if scenario.


    I felt like a zombie last night and this morning. I ate chili-cheese corn chips for dinner last night, and the corn chips tasted like motor oil. After dinner, my stomache was all in knots, leaving me less than patient during the online HLA3 meeting. When I woke up, I didn't feel ant better. In fact, the smell of cooking breakfast kick-started the forceful release of bodily fluids from both ends of the digestive track.  I was running to the facilities every couple of minutes for the next several hours.  I couldn't even keep down water. 


    In fact, I had to make several stops on the way to work.  Eventually, I was running behind and called in.  Just as I figured, they didn't even want me to come to work.  That's exactly why I didn't call before leaving.  Once I gave up on drinking water on the way down, I was able to quit expelling bodily fluids.  Unfortunately, not hydrating while exercising during an extreme heat advisory left me weaker amd weaker.  Only my willpower got me the rest of the way to work.  I guess I looked as bad as I felt, so I went next door to 7-11 and bought an overpriced refridgerated 2L of Coca-Cola Classic in the hopes it would settle my stomache.  I felt a lot better after chugging 8 or so ounces, and continued to drink it throughout the day. 


    I ate a few crackers on my morning break.  Later, I finished the rest of the crackers and the soda for lunch.  However, I couldn't really eat much of my chicken vermicelli.  I guess I'll have it for lunch tomorrow.  I'm cooking up an English muffin right now, which I hope to have with peanut butter and jam as my dinner. I'm guessing that the oil in the corn chips went rancid, causing food poisoning.






    "Vision: By staying rooted in our commitment, today's vision becomes tomorrow's reality." ~ Motivations: Inspired Visions Planner for 2005

  • You Look Nice Today.

    Christians Will Need to Be Mystics, Says Theologian
    Warns of Challenges of the Secularized World


    Four simple words. It would have been nice if I could have just said them. I'd turn around, and be pleasently greeted with a sight which would bring those word to mind, but not out of my mouth. Four occurrances became four lost opportunities, all due to fear. What was there to fear? People don't generally dislike compliments, especially sincere ones. It's the same fears that drove my cruelty as a pre-teen. The same fears that drove my timidity as a teen. The same fears that drive me to make cryptic blogs as an adult.


    Anyway, less crypticly and more on topic, it was a great weekend. I did chores around the house until it was time to go to Jay's place Saturday night.  I received a cool T&T mini-comic in the mail from the Trollgod, which was funny enough to have me lol.  I need to jump back into Trollhalla when I have more time. I need an extra day or two a week. 


    It was the first time I met Kim's co-worker and husband. I guess they had been at the other game night I had missed. Lisa made lasagna (only one kind, which I found slightly odd, but didn't say anything) which we all ate with salad and garlic toast before playing Battle of the Sexes. I wasn't that impressed with the game. I already wage battle against societal gender roles as it is. There are things that are definately gender-biased in this world, but many of the things this culture would have you believe are gender-biased really are not. And the questions from this game are firmly rooted in that nonsense. I think I would have flunked just as many "male" questions as I did "female" questions. In fact, I was easily the weakest link on the team.


    After that the one couple called it a night, so I pulled out Torches and Pitchforks. It was a hit, just as I knew it would be. Now my friends want to get a copy for their son. Then we all called it a night. I read Legacy #1 while my phone annoyed me with low battery warnings until I turned it off. The next day we all gathered again for a day of shopping at Ikea (my first time) and the AZ Mills. I picked up a few gifts and a hardcover copy of Survivor's Quest. Who knows when I'll get around to reading it, but it was only $6.97! Gotta love outlet malls. I did discover that I was right to be curious about the lasagna the previous night, among other things, as I had the opportunity for one-on-one, two-on-one, and three-on-one conversations throughout the shopping day. Eventually we ate at Johnny Rocket's, where we had a new, slow, and bumbling server. Not everyone in the party was willing to cut him some slack, but nor were they willing to back up their words by talking to the manager. Luckily, I was the one with control over the tip, so we didn't shortchange the poor guy.  I wouldn't have had a problem doing so if people were willing to talk to the manager, but there's nothing worse than shortchanging on a tip without explanation.  What does that really teach? Thankfully, the food was great, and of the course the company was excellent, so I was able to overlook our minor troubles. 


    Obviously I had an awesome couple of days with my friends. We ended the day by playing another round of Torches and Pitchforks (now that they were familiar with play) before I had to get ready and go to mass. Going shopping was one of my favourite activities growing up. Neither of my parents would necessarily buy anything, but loved browsing. In my teens I'd go shopping with my mother or my friends in much the same way. I've always associated shopping with a social activity, so I tend to put off non-essential shopping until I can go shopping with others. Essentials are different, as I can only postpone so long before I have no choice but to go. I especially enjoyed this shopping trip because...as I said, I had time with each of my friends.


    Father Milt gave another excellent homily, comparing Mark 6:4, Ezekiel 2:5, and 2 Corinthians 12:10 first with how veterans who are honoured in USA Independance Day parades, then with how Christians approach the Gospels. Vets being honoured inevitably run into people wondering why they're being honoured, in much the same way Jesus was treated when he came to Nazareth. Similarly, when we hear or read the gospels--The Word, Jesus revealed to us--we can end up not really honouring them due to familiarity. We can start to hear which reading it is, and go "I know how this one goes," and quit giving the Lord your undivided attention.


    I can totally understand both of these analogies, as I believe that the religious are way more heroic that soldiers. People who will willing living among and minister to the least of us: lepers, AIDS victims, addicts, soldiers, and prostitutes--they are the real heroes, no matter what society tells us. I know that I, too, once treated The Word with the contempt of familiarity until I became a Minister of the Word in the mid-90s. Ministry training really opened up the Hebrew and New Testaments to me. And, hopefully, a little of that gets transmitted to the assembly via the presence of the Holy Spirit.


    When I got home I plugged in my phone and found a slew of voice messages from different friends all wanting to do something with me that day!  Oops!  I guess I need to keep my phone charged.  Sometime this week I'll get back to everyone. 


    Yesterday was a long day. I didn't have that much phone work, but I did get a lot of web site data entry done. We had a power fluctuation occur that knocked out one map entry right before I saved, as well as knocking out the registers up front mid-sales. So, that was a lot of fun cleaning up. All-in-all a productive eleven-hour day. Today was a typical Tuesday at work, so the rest of the week will probably be as well. Tomorrow should see another HLA3 meeting, as we get back on track.







    "Strength: Dedication to our principles is the foundation of strong character." ~ Motivations: Inspired Visions Planner for 2005

  • I Don't Know What to Do with Myself



    So I had a three day weekend, thanks to a Tuesday holiday.  Spent Monday with my grandparents, having an indoor picnic and playing games.  Spent Tuesday with my (maternal) parents, nieces and nephew on her husband's side, and their parents.  Yes, each one of those groups gets progressively further away from me in relation.  It was my first time meeting the niece, nephew, and their parents, as they live in Oklahoma.  The other niece lives locally, so we've met a few times.  It was a good time, visiting Fort McDowell Casino for the free hamburgers, hot dogs, soda, America concert, and fireworks display.  We all felt like family, despite technically starting off stangers, which was nice.


     


    Today I discovered that my four day work week will only be a three day work week, as I need to do a six day work week next week, amd they don't want to incur overtime.  Between out-of-town vacations and a sudden family emergency, no one will be working customer service on Monday, so I get to do so for them.  It's been a few years since I last had a Saturday off because I was working the following Monday.  Usually the only Saturdays I have off are holidays or vacation time (such as I will have later this month for Phoenix Con Games II).  It feels so weird that I'll have off for the weekend after work tomorrow.  I hope I don't accidentally start getting ready for work on Saturday morning out of habit!


     








    The Keys to Your Heart

    You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

    In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

    You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

    You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

    Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

    Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

    You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

    In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.








    "Excellence: Striving for perfection shapes the quality of our work." ~ Motivations: Inspired Visions Planner for 2005

  • Remember When the Doctor Told Charles Dickens That He Was a Fan?

    This emphasizes the fanatic in Star Wars fan. What won't they catalog?

     



    Sorry I've been gone for awhile, I'm gearing up for Phoenix Con Games II, and more specifically Hogwarts Live Action: The Centaur of Hogsmeade. I'll probably not be around much this month. The other day, Wayne finally admitted that I was right, that we were not ahead of schedule, but behind. Luckily, I think we can get everything done if I ignore a few things (like household chores and rpg prep) and a couple of online meetings I've scheduled in the next few weeks. Then we can glide through the last few weeks printing out props and the like.



     

    Last Saturday, Mike ran Star Trek: Feng Shui again. In this episode, we resume the action having crashed the shuttle into the roof of the moonbase due to the shockwaves from the cobalt bomb explosions. (Yes, that does conflict with the previous episode. I assume that a lateral shift occurred.) The damage done to the ship left Lt. Comdr. Keok to gather the security personnel with the best engineering skills to assist him and Dr. Sprint. While they regained shields, passive sensors, et cetera, Lt. Comdr. Fiona patched up the injured in the undamaged medical bay. We were able to figure out that the cobalt bombs were mined as space debris, and that cobalt mines are such ancient technology that none of the ship's sensors were designed to detect them. While Lt. Comdr. Priam complained that the historians and the scientists should have gotten together on such issues, we determined that the mines had detected the plasma emissions of the cloaked ship, locked on, and activated thrusters to go for the kill.



     

    Fiona used her medical tricorder to determine that a particular unclassified energy reading we had detected at different times was emanated in different strengths from some of us, but not at all from others of the crew (our Chi stat). During this discovery we detected life activity within the complex. A perfect human was checking the life signs of the same cryosleep patients we had checked, and was checking the same computer stations we had hacked. As we monitored his progress, we noticed that he was heading toward the airlock, unmolested by the base's defenses. At the same time, a small U.F.O. was headed fast at the surface of the moon not too far from our current position. Visual sensors showed that it was Comdr. Law in a similar 20' radius personal shield as the one Lt. Comdr. Keok has used to save us. While one team was sent to bring Law in without being seen in her Federation suit by the entity leaving the airlock, another team intercepted him using chameleon circuits to appear in contemporary space suits.



     

    Despite the huge amount of weaponry brought to bear on the away team by the entity--the same person who had the highest kill score inside the virtual program--Priam found a communication channel and was able to bluff the entity into believing that the team was sent to check on damage caused by the explosions above the base. He showed some relief when Priam indicated that they were aware of the cargo inside, as the entity was afraid that the away team didn't have the necessary clearance! He then shared with the away team that the virtual program had gone awry. The frozen soldiers had been promised a vacation paradise when they had been put to sleep, and that at some point the program changed. He had no idea until he had been awoke just then by the base's automatic defenses that the deaths in the game became real. However, he had killed to stay alive when the program went bad. We offered to fix the situation, so we gathered our best experts and reentered the moonbase.



     

    It was relatively simple for Keok to program a vacation paradise, so the soldier went into a glowing portal (which he called an armoury), and returned looking like a normal cryopatient. We then helped him get plugged back in and monitored the new program for a few minutes, pleased that they now had an actual vacation paradise which the soldiers were eager to enjoy. Then, the away team decided it was time to enter the glowing portal and check out this armoury. As the last of the team entered the portal the words "To Be Continued..." appear on the screen. A two-parter episode!



     

    Last Sunday, my grandfather wanted my mother and I to join him in attending his parish's tribute to Father Milt's 40th anniversary. My grandparents's parish and the parish between their parish and my parish share the same pastoral staff, so the anniversary mass was held at Our Lady of the Valley while the reception was held in the hall at St. Raphael. It was actually a big celebration for both Fr Milt's anniversary and Fr Duane's 35th anniversary. Fr. Duane, like Fr. Milt, says mass at both of their parishes while maintaining his primary ministry during the week. He was sent back from Uganda a few years ago to run the Andre House of Hospitality, a place where volunteers from various valley parishes prepare and serve meals for those in need. The pastor of both parishes, Fr. Ed, admitted that last year when he was asked to be pastor, that he agreed contingent that his fellow Holy Cross brothers continued their weekend ministries.


     

    So, Fr. Duane and Fr. Milt copresided over the mass, with the Knights of Columbus in full regalia as their honour guard. Fr. Duane was the primary presider, with Fr. Milt as the assisting presider and giving the homily. Fr. Ed and Fr. Tom, the Vicar of Priests, were also in attendance. It was a wonderful mass, and it was great how Fr. Milt crafted a homily blending the readings with both anniversaries. How much of an honour it was to be the one crawling across the boat in the storm to take parishioners' concerns to the Lord. What was great was how well crafted it was to the mass, to the joint anniversary celebration, and to the parishes celebrating. Completely different in tone and honest personal revelation from his anniversary mass homily at St. Paul's. Each was totally designed for the parish it was at. I have a totally new respect for what Fr. Milt does in serving so many different communities so well.


     

    The reception was also very indicitive of how different my parish is from the other two parishes. They had gobs of food from the Women's Guilds of each parish. The walls of the hall were decorated with images and biographies of both priests. Photograph albums were available for perusal. Each priest was introduced by a parishioner before they themselves had a chance to speak for the assembled parishes.  The hall was so full, that they had to pull out more tables and chairs and squeeze them near the desserts.  Father Milt sang a bit from Fiddler on the Roof at Fr. Ed's request, and near the end of the afternoon he performed an encore of Rubber Ducky, Betty Boop style.  He's an excellent performer, despite having "retired" from such over a decade ago.  I guess this previously unknown talent was leaked by his sister when she was contacted for pictures, and even our own parish's Women's Guild has plans for his performance.  Poor Fr. Duane didn't have any performances in him, so a lot of people present said he should have gone first.  It's not all about performing, though, and hopefully Fr. Duane still felt very appreciated by both parishes. 

     

    They had so much extra food that afterward I brought some to my grandmother at her place.  The food which was not eaten by the parishioners was packaged and taken down to Andre House.  No waste!



     

    My leg and my maternal grandmother's hand have been healing nicely this past week. I'll try riding my bicycle to mass tonight. My grandmother had the stitches taken out and is taking physical therapy following her carpal tunnel surgery.


     

    Steve dropped by Saturday night, so our group hung out and chatted rather than played in Monte's Star Trek campaign. Steve is still trying to get me to look for a new job which pays more and will let me go to GenCon this year. I like my job. I have a lot of benefits, I'm around product I like, I get along with my existing coworkers, and otherwise have few complaints. So I was declined a PTO request; that's not reason enough for me to leave.



     

    I actually won something today! I didn't expect that to happen. Ironically, I haven't had a game system since Atari's 2600 (I think that was the model. I was, what, five?) Somehow I expect this game is a bit more complex than Combat or Pacman.



     

    Sonic concussion bombs? How does Israel think it's OK to fight terrorism with terrorism? That's yet another example of how neither side ever seems willing to escape the vicious cycle. God calls for both sides to not murder, not covet each other's goods, and, yes, even to love their enemy. Will they ever listen to His message? We can only pray.




     








    Slow and Steady

    Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

    They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

    It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

    They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.












     

    "Teamwork: As a team we have the courage to make amazing leaps." ~ Motivations: Inspired Visions Planner for 2005