Month: September 2004

  • Now why can't Lucas fix the Holiday Special like he did the Original Trilogy?  I mean, as long as he holds out on rereleasing the Special, how can I believe the propaganda which claims that Lucas will do anything to Star Wars to get the most money he can from the fans.  It's just too large a pill to swallow when he won't make the Holiday Special:  Special Edition.  :^p

     

    Today I was realising how much I left out of my recent recaps.  That's the flaw in not having the time for real journaling.  I've already forgotten some of what I remembered today, so I'll just write what I can remember with what time I have. 

     

    At GenCon, the guys (ie the folks I was sharing a hotel room with) became aquainted with Real Ultimate Power, perhaps one of the craziest parody sites I've seen in recent years.  They're still quoting portions of that site when I see them, the same quotes they were using at GenCon.  Apparently someone had the book, they checked out the Web site, and now they're all hooked and buying merchandise of their own (even going to far as to order online from our hotel room that weekend).  I admit, I laughed at the site, but their maniacal fandom for the site was as beyond me as perhaps Star Wars fandom is to others.  It was interesting to see the roles reveresed for a change.

     

    It's raining again today.  They say it might rain again tomorrow.  Thank goodness my stepfather showed me how to repair the electrical short in my air conditioner the other week.  I don't know what would have happened had I still had the short when TD Javier came by, much less this storm.  At work, a small mircoburst threw the door open, left grit on the counters and floor, and blew down all sorts of maps, software boxes, and signs this evening.  Luckily nothing was permanently damaged. 

     

    Yesterday I had left the television on from the night before, and I ended up watching the Rockford Files and Magnum, PI after watching On the Issues, a City of Phoenix show hosted by the councilperson for district six.  Watching is a strong word.  Listening and occasionally glancing when the dialogue and music cues indicated that I should see something is closer to the truth. 

     

    That show really made me realise how thankfully out of touch with mainstream America I am.  This woman who was supporting some AIDS walk was claiming that the face of AIDS was now 78% the hetrosexual ethnic-African female.  She claimed that it was caused by hetrosexual males who participated in "casual sex" with other males.  I chocked that up to people being in denial.  But today I realised that I had heard such denial before at GenCon.  Brian had tried to convince the guys that fellatio was not homosexual in nature, to which no one else agreed.  Eventually the debate ended when his own logic was used against him.  After I remembered that, I realised that it was because of such people that the lady claimed that these males she referred to were hetrosexual.  It wasn't because she thought they were (maybe she did, maybe she didn't), but because she and others of her cause need to get the message to these males, who obviously see themselves as hetrosexual instead of bisexual. 

     

    I'm sure if I made these revelations to some people, it would reinforce people's beliefs that I am niave or, as Monte puts it, stuck with the Twisted Upbringing flaw.  It's not that I keep my head in the sand, its just that I was raised with different values and sheltered from most other value systems until I went to college.  By then my values were fully set and when I met other value systems I tried to learn and understand them, but I was uninterested in adopting any of them.  So many things other people take for granted seem strange and new to me until I can work my head around them. 

     

    The synchronicity of Brian and the lady on On the Issues would seem to indicate that bisexualty is fairly common among American males, something I would have never guessed in a million years.  I mean, the "casual sex" thing is treated as a no brainer by the media so I have to assume that it is common place, but the media never prepared me for bisexuals in denial.  I may never understand it, but at least I think I comprehend it now. 

     

    Mom called and mentioned that she received a rather cool gift today.  She's not real fond of people knowing anything about her and her's, so I'll leave it to that.

     

    Yesterday I went through the Shadowfist decks I played at the Final Brawl tournament, and sure enough I found one card missing.  That happened to me at GenCon, too.  Only, I checked the decks when I got home because I forgot to take the deck lists with me.  I lost a Limited edition Friends of the Dragon, a disappointment if not a major loss.  I think Ken might have my Lotus 10,000 Bullets Nightclub from this weekend, as I only played him and Corey with that deck. 

     

    I was doing that plus the previous journal entries and other things yesterday while the television was on, when suddenly Days of Our Lives was on.  I remember watching that with my mom when I was three years old.  Maybe that and Star Wars are the main reasons I grew to love comic books.  Soaps tend to have the same elements that comic books do, within a different genre.  Even when I was out of work five years ago I got in the habit of watching it and my then-new-favourite, Passions (from the folks who got kicked off of Days for making the show too cool for words). 

     

    Anyway, I hadn't seen an episode for years so I watched.  Some of the characters were recast and it took me a while to catch on.  Other characters drastically changed their jobs, relationships, et cetera.  Some people have left the show while some were added.  However, I could still follow it for the most part, just as if I had stopped reading a comic for several years.  This despite the fact that soaps have a lot more episodes in a year than a comic has issues. 

     

    Afterwards I watched Passions, which suffered(?) from the same fate.  Strangest of all was the synchronicity of watching that episode of any episodes to watch, for it featured the first ever appearance of Allister Crane!  OK, so the guy was in almost every episode from the neck down as an evil version of Charlie of Charlie's Angels.  He had his fingers in every part of Harmony, causing evil at every turn.  Yet, the episode ended with him saying something along the lines of, It's good to finally see someone's face after all these years as the camera panned up and showed his!  The context was about his supposedly dead wife come back to murder him, but the double entendre to those on the other side of the fourth wall was obvious.  That was kind of cool, even if it wasn't enough to convince me to tape today's episode to see the fallout.  I probably won't even watch it next week, but that still doesn't make it any less cool.   

     

    My Star Wars checkbook cover came in the mail, with a promise that the checks are on the way separately.  It came with a cool transaction register, which it calls a holopad.  It had the 2004, 2005, and 2006 calandars which it refers to as Galactic Standard Time.  All-in-all a cool little perk that probably didn't cost them much extra. 

     

    Anyway, this entry was kind of all over.  I should go to bed now.  But before I do, here's something that HP fanfic readers might enjoy:


     

    "The value of a man resides in what he gives and not in what he is capable of receiving." ~Albert Einstein

  • I love living in a backwards state like Arizona.  Where else could the local state university fanbase make it into the top 10 most idiotic fans in sports history?

     

    So I go to get the jacket out of the pocket in which it and the backpack rain cover usually reside.  I had used the rain cover recently during the Tropical Depression Javier visit, but had not noticed any patchouli smell.  However, I did notice it when I pulled the jacket out just now.  Too bad I haven't had time to journal before now.  I could have washed the wind breaker sooner. 

     

    Anyway, enough of laundry and lawncare for this afternoon, back to my CopperCon recap.  Saturday I also offered more help to Program Ops, and was asked to go get some low-stick masking tape for the demo room from Con Ops.  So I went over, had a few conversations on the way there, talked and ate in the Staff Lounge, and talked to some more people on the way back.  Then I retaped the falling plastic in the demo room.  Easy enough.  I really enjoyed not having any real responsibilities at-con.  I may have to start doing that for CopperCon each year.  It's the convention I like to attend the most and work for the least, so it would make sense. 

     

    Then I finally bought a copy of Chris's first book, The Guildshelm Legacy : The Second World Chronicles, and got it signed by both him and the cover photo model.  He only had paperback copies available, and didn't seem to have any copies of the sequel.  That was OK by me, I didn't have too much money to spend.  I had enough money on me to pay my Trollhalla dues for 2004 (like three quarters of a year late) and buy his book if he had any copies, and luckily I was able to do both.  My mission was acomplished. 

     

    Another mission acomplished was getting Mike to finally sign some books I had wanted him to sign a long time ago, before I actually got to know him as an aquaintance.  I've carted these books to several cons since then, and only finally got the chance this time.  I also got him to sign the Jack Donovan card from Shadowfist, as he's the model for the character. 

     

    That reminds me that I also accomplished another mission on Friday.  I had Alan Dean Foster sign some of my Star Wars novels, including the A New Hope novelization he ghostwrote for Lucas.  We talked of his experiences writing for various movie franchises, and were having an interesting conversation until Adam decided to turn the conversation around to being about him.  He loves to do that, just as he loves to go to the biggest name in the room to hang out.  Not surprisingly, he combines both of those activities together at every convention.  I like Adam.  I owe Adam a lot for introducing me to classic genre authors I wouldn't have normally tried when I frequented his book store as a child.  But when I want to talk to a famous author I may not get the chance to talk to again, I'd like the conversation to remain about that author!  *sigh*

     

    Ken, Corey, a Phoenix librarian whose name I don't recall this late after the con, and I went to Streets of NY for dinner Saturday.  It was my first time there and I enjoyed it despite all of the negative and possitive things I have heard over the years about it.  It was better than most pizza joints, but not as good as NYPD Pizza.  I would definately eat there again and again if people wanted.  The cool thing was that Ken treated, so I didn't have to spend the last of my cash as I had expected would happen.  I still didn't spend any of my cash in the dealer's room, not because there wasn't cool stuff, but because I have greater willpower against material goods other than food. 

     

    I decided to try the Tithe of Souls vampire LARP, despite having avoided the vampire LARPs for some years.  I usually find that vampire LARPs become the same after a while and lost interest.  I really prefer their changling LARPs, and attend those as often as possible.  This was to be the third installment of a continuing Vampire by Gaslight campaign set in Hayden's Ferry.  The last session was held at Hexacon XIV, which I missed but don't quite recall why. 

     


    Typical for the Tithe, the character sheet only gave game stats despite the fact that there were story elements attached to each character.  So sometimes people would be role playing when suddenly a storyteller would contradict them to explain something they didn't know about the character.  I understand that the folks at Tithe don't get paid to put on games, but players should be given all relevant information for their characters to start.  Either directly on the character sheet, on a separate sheet, or in one-on-one briefings from the storytellers before the game begins. 

     
    I ended up staying to play once I found that they were going to let me play a Lasombra mole whose previous player had managed to set up as the Brujah Primogen.  The rest of the Lasombra had been discovered and killed, so no one knew his secret.  He had successful explained his lack of reflection as being a curse passed on my his sire, a remote possibility due to the fact that it can be bought as a flaw by members of other clans.  Funnily enough, when I came back to the group and told them that I was told that I couldn't play a Lasombra due to the fact that they were only supposed to be involved for like ten minutes of story, everyone bought that as the reason I came back with a Brujah after asking for a Lasombra character and being taken aside. 

     

    I think we Lasombra and the Ravnos ended up breaking their game, as at the end of the night Lasombra where either in all of the possitions of power or were the strings behind the possitions of power.  Tithe said that was going to be the end of the storyline.  The two previous sessions had ended with Camarilla victories, while this one was a success for the Sabbat in infiltration.  I never even had to use a single discipline, and only entered combat with myself (of course I relented to my own challenge, amazing how people feel for you when they think you're a victim of a Lasombra attack!).  We killed all of the threats who suspected the new Lasombra had brought into the community, and at the end reveal everyone was shocked to discover I wasn't who I claimed. 

     

    There was a tie for first place in the best role player votes, but I came in right behind them (and the votes were taken before the end reveal!) and won a Clan Lasombra novel.  How appropriate.  :)

     

    During the game Vicki (who was playing in the LARP, I guess because she thought that program during and after the Masquerade would be light enough for Sue to take on alone) ended up getting upset that the Masquerade halftime caused people to spill into the area and be disruptive to the LARP environment.  She felt that she had scheduled the two items in separate areas and that the Masquerade attendees needed to be polite and respect the space set aside for the LARP attendees.  Eventually, it ended in a shouting match with the con chair, Bob.  Afterwards, I noticed she seemed extraordinarily blue, so I tried to consol her.  She urged me to go back to the game and have fun, but I stuck around to tell her some of my conflicts with Lee, the con chair for last year's CopperCon and some of the conflicts I had seen other previous program directors have with their con chairs.  It's something that just happens.  I bet even Larry and I will have conflicts in regards to LepreCon XXXI, despite being friends.  It's the nature of the beast.  She eventually came back to the game, and slowly seemed to lessen her blues as the night and the game progressed. 

     

    At one point I ducked my head into the Participant Green Room to see about getting something to drink (despite my character not having the Eat Food merit).  I noticed SG-1 was on, that it was season six, and that it was on UPN45.  That seemed rather odd. 

     

    After the game, I went to the Modern Dance, which was pitifully crammed into a small room in order to place an inordinate amount of space for the mature audiences Latex Body Painting demo.  In my oppinion the spaces should have been swapped.  Most people were disappointed that the dance didn't feel like it was in a dance hall, but instead in a closet.  It certainly gave it a different feel from other years.  I still had fun, but then again I believe that you can have fun doing almost anything as long as you have the right attitude. 

     

    After the dance I checked out the remaining party, the Pirate Party, but it was basically dead except for Pete and some others.  So I went to have breakfast in the staff lounge, only to discover from Stephanie that Vicki had quit during her altercation with Bob earlier that night.  I was asked if I was taking over, and admitted that no one had asked me to do so.  Considering the fact that not much program was scheduled for Sunday, I was willing to bet that they hadn't asked because they wouldn't need me. 

     

    Sunday saw me attending morning mass again.  The unannounced older priest was there again and I noticed a new associate pastor, a Reverend Edmund Bennedetti, SJ, listed in the bullitin.  So I put two and two together.  He seems to lack any sort of involvement in the masses he presides, so I suspect that he's a burnout waiting for retirement. 

     

    Sunday at-con saw the same question Stephanie asked the night before come up again and again, and I had the same answer every time for people. I peeked into Program Ops and Sue seemed to be handling things just fine.  Because there wasn't much program, I played some demo games of Shadowfist with people.  I talked up the Game Depot tournaments, but when I was there yesterday no one from CopperCon showed up.  Maybe the next session they will.

     

    After that I went to Tithe's changling LARP, but it was the first one that they had put on that wasn't very fun.  I mean, some of the players made the experience enjoyable, but I just couldn't get into the plot.  In fact, when Ken eventually found me we ended up discussing a possible future T&T LARP which sounded immensely more fun than the game I was missing at that point.  In fact, I missed the entire end part of the game, but they still gave me a parting gift for playing as little as I did. 

     

    After that, I was going to play some Shadowfist with Ken, but he kept disappearing and reappearing on me.  I gave up and went down to the Compliments and Complaints panel and wrote some notes down for use at LepreCon XXXI.  Some people gave me a hard time about taking notes, but I find the post-con panel to be very informative for people like me who actually work these conventions.  Eventually, after a few final conversations with people, I left around six o'clock. 

     

    That night I watched Buffy, then Angel.  But when I went to watch SG-1 on FOX10, The Practice was on instead!  Without warning, SG-1 apparently switched which station it was to be broadcast on in syndication.  There were no commercials, nothing to indicate that such a change was coming.  So then it seemed that SG1 was to be out of reach to me again, as I'm usually busy during Saturday primetime. 

     

    The 15th saw our archiving session for Diagon Alley Live.  All of our work was organized and put away for future reference. 

     

    The 16th saw me getting a ride from Shane to Joe's place for their D&D game.  Because I was told to make a seventh level anything I wanted, I thought about making the ninja centaur I've always wanted to do.  Well, no one had any d20 stuff on ninjas, so I made a half-gold dragon/half-centaur.  Next level he'll reach large size, gain hit points, gain a fly speed, and increase his bite, claw, and hoof damage.  I gave him multiattack and improved multiattack as his two feats, so he can bite, claw, claw, hoof, and hoof without any multiple attack penalties.  The dungeon master told me that he was probably the most powerful player character at the moment, which is scarey when you think about the fact that the party includes a paladin, efreeti, demon, red dragon, and felinoid among others.  Apparently, these folks are still feckless power gamers despite the change in makeup. 

     

    I learned that the paladin had taken damage from the red dragon before for rather minor reasons (not surprising when you consider the required alignments of each).  That session he slapped the dragon on the nose with the flat of its blade for something it said and he was eatten.  All of the players were shocked he had the gall to do it, and knew he was dead as soon as he declared his action.  Poor Joe, seven years later and everyone else at the table still knows better what he shouldn't be doing than he. 

     

    There's wasn't much plot.  The paladin had a gem which made him not suffer while on the plane of fire.  It was stolen by the party thief (who while good suffers from a curse which requires him to make Will saves to avoid stealing anything valueable which he sees.  Good thing my character's valueable assets are a magical might composite bow and horseshoes of speed.  I don't think I'll be losing those anytime soon.).  The item was then fought over by the party before being tossed into the lake of fire.  That froze the whole lake, and my character was sent by the nearvy city to investigate.  I arrived in time to watch the paladin die, the effreeti leave now that he was no longer soulbound to the paladin, and join the party as it traveled to another plane of existance. 

     

    On the 17th Harley invited us back to his place for a spagetti dinner he was making.  The whole group was back together, which was good.  We chatted, watched Curse of the Black Pearl, and ate.  A good time was had by all. 

     

    On the 18th I started catching up on email and stuff put on the backburner for the convention and other recent activities. 

     

    On the 19th was Bailey's Paladium campaign.  I explain that story later, too.  Afterwards I attended mass, where Father Gene presided.  Unlike most times he presides over the evening mass, he actually seemed to be in the spirit of it.  Most times it seems as if he can't rush through it fast enough.  So maybe he's warming up to having an evening mass.  It has been almost ten years now, I think.  After that I watched Buffy, Angel, waited awhile now that nothing is on until 0200, then watched Buffy and Angel.  But you already knew that.

     

    On the 20th we held the LepreCon XXXI Program Team meeting.  I found out about a hotel walk-through held on the 18th (while I was at work). 

     

    On the 23rd Shane picked me up for their Eberron campaign.  Unfortunately, the DM for that was sick, so I made a character for Joe's upcoming BESM cyberpunk campaign.  I made an old street doc with a shady past who's looking to redeem himself.  I'm hoping that I can try teaching them the role-play part of RPGs.  I had started to see some progress the last time we gamed together, before the stress became too much.  I'm willing to try it again. 

     

    On the 24th, Kitty and Rusty invited us to their place!  The kids and grandkids were out of the house, and we had chili dogs.  Eventually Rusty was able to talk them into a game, so we played Nautilus.  I had played it at GenCon, and Rusty had read the rules since buying it on sale at Game Depot, but the others learned as they went.  It was fun, and a different game four player instead of two player. 

     

    The 25th saw another of Steve's campaign nights with Smitty making spagetti for everyone.  It was good.  I'll recap the adventure later. 

     

    Yesterday I went to mass in the morning again.  Suddenly the bullitin no longer lists either associate pastor, so who knows if Father Gene is on his own again.  They don't tell us before or after mass, so I guess if I want to know what's going on I'll have to ask. 

     

    After that I went to Ken's.  From there we picked up one of Corey's friends and went to the Arizona Proving Ground at Game Depot.  It was a final brawl dueling tournament, with no requirement to keep the same deck each round.  My first opponent was Corey.  I suspected that he would play his Purist deck again, so I pulled out a Lotus deck I thought could stop it.  He did use that deck, and he had one site remaining when I won.  My next opponent was Harley, who I suspected would play his Dragons with guns deck which always wipes the floors with me.  Ken suggested fighting fire with fire, so I pulled out one of my Dragons with guns decks (the one with the chi and tech).  He did use that deck, and I finally wiped the floor with him for a change.  Although, to be fair, he did this awesome play where he only lost an undamaged Everyday Hero while killing my wounded Everyday Hero and an unwounded Karate Cop.  Then, I was up against Ken who I suspected would be playing his usual Four Monarchs with everything and the kitchen sink deck.  I chose a Jammer deck, and I was losing until he used the Thunder Sword.  Because the wielder cannot attack sites I just played sites and no characters until I amassed enough power to afford enough characters and other cards to get past his lone Darkness Warriors.  From there on, I was back in control like the other games.  So I won the tournament, my first ever first place!  Trav had forgotten the prizes, but he wrote first, second (Harley), and third (Corey) down to award the prizes next time. 

     

    We then planned our teams for the Assassins in Love tournament in two weeks before departing Game Depot.  Ken wanted to team up with me, so we started planning our strategy over ice cream at his place. 

     

    Sunday was also a day for phone calls.  I spoke with Merlevic and Charles about the upcoming eleven year high school reunion (they forgot to actually place the tenth anniversary in the tenth year, pretty sad if you ask me).  I wished Meera a happy seventieth and appologied for not being able to make it to her party.  I spoke with my mother about how tough the job search is for her and her husband, my step-brother's upcoming wedding, and my parents' possible move to Oklahoma if they can't get jobs here.  Wayne and I had our usual postweek discussion and he wearned me about a switch in broadcast schedules for UPN45.  I watched Buffy and Angel at their usual times, but they were the episodes that followed last week's 02:00 and 03:00 airtimes.  Apparently, the episodes that followed last week's 22:00 and 23:00 airtimes were broadcast on Saturday evening.  Once again, no commercials, no scrolling message bar at the bottom, nothing to warn us about the change.  Now the 02:00 timeslot is SG-1, so I get to watch one of each show again.  It's not perfect, but it'll do I guess. 

     

    Today was a catch up day, as stated before.  I've done laundry, mowed and weeded the lawn, journaled, et cetera.  Next time, I still have Hexacon recaps, and several gaming session recaps due.  Let's hope I remember something. 

  • In college my term paper for the Witchcraft and Magic anthropology course I took was on different dice superstitions within the gamer subculture.  If only this Web site had been around so I could have put photos in my paper....

     

    So, let's see.  I have about a month's worth of catching up to do, so I'll try to be brief. 

     

    On the 4th we had Steve's campaign.  One of these days I'll do a recap of all of those game sessions I haven't had the time to do yet.

     

    On the 9th I had to work the morning shift, then rush to CopperCon XXIV immediately afterward.  The mystery panel was for all participants at-con on Thursday and was about dragons, the convention's theme.  However, just like the mystery panel, dragons being the theme of the convention wasn't readily apparent to anyone attending for the weekend.  The panel ended up only having some of the participants show up, and no attendees.  So Alan Dean Foster decided to invite us all to Pappadeaux for dinner.  I had to decline, as I was scheduled for another panel in the next hour.  It sounded like it would be awesome.

     

    The next panel was LARP systems.  I was alone on the panel, and the only attendee was Sean.  Because he's planning a BESM LARP for AniZona, we used the panel to discuss that, and what of my experiences working on Pokemon Live Action, Harry Potter Live Action, and Diagon Alley Live would be of help for him. 

     

    My final panel of the evening was name generation in gaming.  I actually had three attendees show up, but the other participant on the panel didn't show until the panel was over.  She had gone with the others to Pappadeaux.  Rather irresponsible, but not surprising.  This is the same woman who currently has a gentlemen she met over the internet sending her money, doing her laundry when she mails it crosscountry to him, and other insanely abusive things.  I truely pray that this doesn't all come back at her in the end. 

     

    The panel was great anyway.  One of the attendees recounted a book (decades out of print) which was a comprehensive tome of names for just about any fantasy setting.  The way he described it sounded awesome.  Another attendee just depended on what popped into his head.  I showed them all several books, magazines, and even character sheets for the various methods that can be used for naming characters and places in RPGs.  I think everyone enjoyed the panel.

     

    Vicki turned down help on Thursday, saying that she had things covered in Program Ops between her and Sue who was going Participant Green Room.  

     

    I attended Chris and Ken's first panel on Friday, Characater Creation in Gaming.  While we waited for it to begin, Ken and I played some Shadowfist.  During the actual panel, their fellow panelist K Mark Hoover wanted to take control of the conversation at points, so Ken had to be assertive to allow Chris a chance in the dialogue. 

     

    Friday when help was offered to Vicki in Program Ops, she took me up on placing some program signs up.  Easily done, and I didn't mind doing that. 

     

    Friday was also the day that Shane (who was doing the Anime Room) brough Joe by the convention so we could catch up.  Joe introduced me to his wife and five year old child.  It's amazing how much time must have gone by for that to have happened!  Otherwise, he still seemed the same.  They invited me and Monte to return to gaming with them, explaining that the problem people were now gone from the gaming group.  Considering how it was Shane's lack of communication to us that was the last straw, I think they're in denial. 

     

    I tried to enjoy Meet the Pros for a change, as I didn't have any duties, but Wayne kept expecting me to ignore the convention and play a four to six hour game with him.  I can see him anytime, I don't get to see a lot of these people except at conventions.  It was hard to get him to understand that.  Eventually I compromised and played Bang! with him, Ken, and some others.  Unfortunately, the game lasted longer than it should have and I missed out on other things I had wanted to do.  So I rushed to the Chill Party, only to arrive for the end of it. 

     

    Saturday morning I attended the Filk Concert until it was time for me to sit on my last panel.  Leslie Fish didn't perform the best Filk Concert I've attended, but she wasn't the worst.  She was entertaining enough that I only left out of responsibilty, which means that she was doing her job. The air conditioning was set so incredibly low that I actually pulled my windbreaker out of my backpack and rubbed my arms with my hands to stay warm during the concert.  Something was seriously wrong with that considering how warm it was outside during the Phoenix summer.

     

    When I had that last panel it was a workshop for kids to write their own fantasy tales.  I was on the panel with Don Markstein, Allison Mitchell, and DF Sanders.  We had one child show up, whose mother dropped her off like it was daycare and promised to come back when it was over.  This is why I fight these conventions labeling the panels as KID instead of FAM for family. 

     

    The panel was interesting.  DF Sanders seemed to take the lead, while the rest of us offered the young girl some suggestions.  The air conditioning was cold in this room too, so I only took my jacket off when it appeared that Allison Mitchell needed it more than I did.  She seemed worried that it would smell of patchouli, but she was already coming down with a cold she thought and the chill of the room wasn't making it any better.  I tried explaining my poor sense of smell, and she at first draped it over her until I could convince her that it was ok to actually wear it.  Which reminds me, I do need to wash it before the next time I need to wear it.  I'm going to go put it in the laundry now and return to this afterwards. 

  • My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne

     

    When I awoke this morning I found myself unable to remember my dreams.  This, combined with the fact that my mind was still disturbed by the television I had watched immediately prior to going to sleep, caused me to be aprehensive enough to skip the things I planned to do when I got up in order to journal this out of me. 

     

    At 02:00 hours I watched the only episode of Buffy I have ever seen that was non-stop scarey.  It featured nightmare dream sequences which were authentically presented, authentic so many ways.  In fact, I'm still somewhat disturbed by the episode some eight hours later, so this will now rank as the best Buffy episode I've ever seen.

     

    Then at 03:00 hours I watched the most heart-breaking episode of Angel I have ever seen.  It featured final redemption, true love requited, and a heart wrenching, heroic sacrifice of it all, including the very existance of those events from the timestream.  The melancholy produced by the episode will now rank this as the best Angel episode I've ever seen.

     

    So what were the chances that two very powerful episodes would hit me back to back like that, hitting my two deepest fears.  Previous volumes detail my childhood nightmares and my eventual conquest of my dreams.  Now whenever a nightmare starts I can enjoy it like a good horror story, only changing things as needed to maintain control of the dreamworld.  Yet the episode in question brought back those feelings of knowing what would happen and not being able to do anything until Buffy was targetted at the end of the episode and coould save us all.  That helplessness in the dreamworld fit on like an old glove, despite not having been worn in many years. 

     

    Then to not remember my dreams from last night, that seems wrong.  Surely I dreamed.  The fact that my mind fell asleep thinking about these episodes only to awake thinking of these episodes leaves me curious as to what I dreamed that I decided to forget. 

     

    Previous volumes, and prehaps even this one (I don't feel like checking right know to make sure), have chronicalled my hopes and fears about love.  Who wouldn't want a true and completeling love?  I remember being in love once.  It wasn't true and completeing, but even that was a powerful, rich, and rewarding experience.  At least until it caused so much pain that evetually I had to remove myself from everything I knew and start anew.  In fact, I have never since had a group of friends I felt as close to, a best friend I felt mutual trust and understanding as deeply, nor a woman I felt I could risk loving.  Take all that and multiply it a hundredfold for the usual tragic hero love story.  Yet this episode took that and multiplied it even further. 

     

    All this takes excellent writing, directing, and acting.  Now JW's writing comics, a non-free medium.  The actors are rarely seen anymore (with SMG and AH having the occasional movie success and ASH still a success in the UK).  So I'll just have to enjoy the syndicated reruns and await the next big characterization success. 

  • X-Men Reload is an interesting article from bassaf. And people wonder why I haven't purchased a Marvel comic in recent years despite reading some of my friends' issues.  Continuity used to be their friend, but not anymore.

     

    Anyway, Coppercon XXIV is this weekend, so here's my schedule followed by some Gencon highlights.

     

    Thursday 1800:  FAN161:  Prereg Mystery Panel

    Who's on it and what it is about is a mystery. 

    Thursday 1900:  GAM24:  LARP Systems

    What makes a good LARP game system?  Does the genre affect which system you choose?  Which system do you like best?  What should you consider if developing a new system?

    Moderator:  Paul Tanton

    Thursday 2200:  GAM22:  Writers, Gamers and GMs

    What is your favorite way to either name or generate random names for characters or locations

    Moderator:  None

    Participating: Rachel Amberson, Paul Tanton

    Friday 1900:  FAN141:  Meet the Pros

    Reception for guests and participants to meet CopperCon members.

    Participating:  All Guests of Honour and Participants

    Saturday 1300:  KID7:  Once Upon a Time

    Many fairy tales share common elements. There is a quest or a journey. Things appear in sets of three. Characters get magical "tools" such as magic swords or shoes or carpets.

    Moderator:  None

    Participating: D. F. Sanders, Paul Tanton, Don Markstein

     

    Here I am taking an early lead in Round 2 of the Whirlpool of Blood tournament of Gencon Indy 2004:



     

    Here I am in the first round of the Final Brawl tournament, I think this was the round I lost. 


     

    And here's me in round two, the round I think I won.  Too bad there's no picture of the stalemate round.  That was an awesome game that would have lasted all day without a time limit.  Not that you can see me winning in this picture...


     

    Here's an interesting quiz from jada_marnew:






    You are 40% geek
    You are a geek liaison, which means you go both ways. You can hang out with normal people or you can hang out with geeks which means you often have geeks as friends and/or have a job where you have to mediate between geeks and normal people. This is an important role and one of which you should be proud. In fact, you can make a good deal of money as a translator.
    Normal: Tell our geek we need him to work this weekend.

    You [to Geek]: We need more than that, Scotty. You'll have to stay until you can squeeze more outta them engines!

    Geek [to You]: I'm givin' her all she's got, Captain, but we need more dilithium crystals!

    You [to Normal]: He wants to know if he gets overtime.

    Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com


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    Congradulations to Kim and Jay for producing such an awesome offspring in Trevor Mendel!  He seems as healthy as can be hoped for, always a good sign!

     

    Today I visited the three of them in the hospital and got to hold the little one during an extended off-site lunch hour my boss was gracious enough to OK.  Then when I got home I discovered that Raul Navaro had mailed me an invitation to the ten anniversary high school reunion.  Too bad it's scheduled for the eleventh anniversary homecoming!  It's Raul, so like almost everything he touched in high school, its doomed to failure before it starts.  Perhaps someone will create an alternate reunion which will be well planned and fun, but everything he's ever touched has been the exact opposite.  That said, if my friends actually decide to go I'll go too just for the companionship and curiocity factor.  However, I suspect that if we do go, it'll be like the old Raul events and quickly departed from.  Oh, how I wish anyone else was involved.  It's the touch of death I tell you.  Who knows how many people won't even consider attending it because of his well known inability to understand what his peers want and desire? 

     

    Yesterday I found out that my mother quit her job because of the high amounts of stress had been adversely affecting her health.  You might pray that she and her husband obtain a steady source of income soon.  I also took the time to sort the Shadowfist cards gained from the GenCon tournaments I entered. 

     

    Monday I went with An and Tina to Kartchner Caverns, an amazing example of modern stewardship to our few remaining natural wonders of the underdark.  I highly recommend taking the opportunity to view these caverns whenever time and funds permit.  I had always heard the story of the caverns and been intrigued, but once I actually experienced them it made all previous caving adventures seem amature in comparison.  Hopefuly, "progress" won't spoil this natural wonder.

     

    Sunday my mother was supposed to come up for mass, but she called me to inform me that she was taking her husband to the hospital.  I was to later learn that it was a gallbladder problem of some sort.  At mass, the congregation was full again, leading me to believe that most people are back from their summer vacations.  The announcement that the stewardship fair is in two weeks would seem to confirm it. 

     

    Saturday I mowed the lawn which hadn't been tounched since the day before I left for Gencon.  Monday I was to receive a notice from the community warning me about the lawn.  Have they no compassion for late return flights from vacations?  Then when it got dark I started catching up on teh E-mails which were backlogged from as far back as the lawn had been ignored.  Plus, I posted some here

     

    Previous to the events in that post, Wednesday the 18th I awoke on Steve's couch and prepared for the trip to the airport.  We picked up Troy along the way, parked at Preflight Parking, and entered the terminal.  Once there we caught up with Flake who had scheduled his flight from home to connect to our flight in Phoenix.  We had breakfast, then ran into Mike and chatted politics until boarding. 

     

    Completely unlike our return flight, we arrived in Indianapolis ahead of schedule.  From there the five of us shared a limo with another Gencon attendee from Florida (off of another flight most likely) to our respective hotels.  After settling in, we went to the RAM for dinner.  They had a cool Ravenloft themed menu for convention attendees on scroll-like stationary.  However, the most notable thing was that everywhere on looked inside was decorated with large movie theatre style banner of various games such a Neopets, Yu-Gi-Oh, D&D 30th Anniversary, et cetera.  Even better, instead of useless spectator sports on the televisions, they were showing the SciFi Channel!  Talk about a gamer's paradise.  No one many groups from the Gencon boards talked of meeting at the RAM or playing events in the back rooms of the RAM.  Where else in town could a gamer feel more welcomed? 

     

    Tuesday I went to work, left early, came home and packed, and then went to Steve's place to crash so he wouldn't have to go to opposite sides of town in the morning to pick Troy and I up. 

     

    Monday I was surpised to discover was a third Monday.  So I went to my father's work to borrow a drill and obtain some supplies for juryrigging my shed to close (following the break in from a week or so previous). 

     

    Then I went to visit Theodore Russel, Leia's newborn.  He was extraordinarily healthy looking for someone who had been born with a tumor so big it prevented one lung from opening.  Luckily he healed fast from the surgery and doesn't seem to be suffering any further negative repercussions. 

     

    Finally, I attended the LepreCon XXXI Program Team meeting, the first one since I offically substituted for Kitty as the Program Director.  Larry has a lot of program already preplanned as Chair, and I still need him to give me a copy of all that.  I guess I can wait until after CopperCon, but preferably no later. 

     

    Sunday I attended the Shield of Alamor Meeting 2, for Living Arcanis.  We can't discuss non-retired modules, but suffice it to say that Ed is a horrible GM and Chris is an awesome GM when it comes to roleplaying the NPCs and setting mood with the box text.  Ironically enough, we had an A ending with Ed's module and a B ending with Chris's module.  This was mostly because all of the players in that module were relatively new to LA, leaving them unfamiliar with certain game mechanics (and their characters unfamiliar with certain tacticak truths and blunders).  But hey, we need to make mistakes to learn.  I still had more fun failing a module with Chris than succeeding in a module with Ed, so I think that pretty much sums up their GMing abilities. 

     

    When I went out for lunch I ran into Jesse, an old ICR pal from my college days, at Arby's.  He was eatting there too and we caught up on old times. 

     

    Before the game I attended early morning mass, which was presided over by a elderly visiting priest who didn't get introduced nor introduced himself.  Throughout the mass he insisted upon following old, no longer practiced rituals within the mass, and he said his words without feeling.  You might pray for this man, who seemed jaded in his occupation. 

     

    Saturday was Steve's campaign.  Friday was AVP with Jen, Kitty, Monte, Rusty, and Trav at AZ Mills.  It was enjoyable, and seemed true to the movie and comics.  Considering the large amount of materials already out there, I thought they did a good job of making an Alien prequel and Predator 2 sequel in one fell swoop.  I could easily see an AVP2.  Easily. 

     

    Thursday I found out that more people I know read this.  That's about all that I found out, which leaves me somewhat intrigued.

     

    Wednesday we had a TFLAS meeting, a post-convention wrapup meeting.  I took some notes, and I still haven't posted them yet. 

     

    Tuesday I posted here.  And that's a good stopping point for catching up, as its getting late again already.  See y'all around!